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Andy Lau - Ru Guo Tian You Qing - [4:42]

Last nite, me & Junlin sort of trash things out.
The ECP cycling thing...

Found out he was talked into 'liking' me... juz like what Jackson went thru...

Peer pressure is a very dangerous thing...
Imagine alot of frenz ard u keep repeating the same thing to u...
Even if it'z not true, it may turn true someday...

Cynthia asked me if I like Junlin.
I said no. I dun wan history to repeat itself.
Juz becuz I'm nice to someone, happen to be free most of the time, I tend to talk alot which makes ppl think we çliqué, plus peer pressure, thus we got together. That will be a mistake.
I dowan this to happen to Junlin oso.
He said I'm the ideal girlfriend becuz I çliqué with him, I can talk on the fone with him, I'm free to go ECP or to the movies with him.
My bad for letting him get the wrong idea. Sorry for leading him on. But I tresure him as a fren more than anything...

Deja vú.

Perhaps I really like him a little now. Or do I like the feeling of having someone ard?
Before I know what I really want & what I'm really feeling, I dowan to fall into another irreversible trap.
I dowan to hurt anyone.
I know I haven let go of my previous relationship. It'z not fair to the next guy.

However, it'z really nice to have someone ard who can take care of u... Someone who cares...
But he is not the type of guys I'm looking for... Haiz...

Period.

I'm glad we talked last nite. I hope he gets my idea. I'm not a very evil person who slaps truth in the face. I hope he get my hints.
Yes... I muz agree my body language may mislead ppl... But I'm trying very hard to restrain myself le...
Plus I dun mind being woo lah... Hahaha...
Every gal in their whole lifetime deserves to be wooed at least once. That is a great feeling... Muahaha...
I think too much le... Back to reality.

But Cynthia cautioned me against him juz now when she came over to console me with regards to my results.
I really appreciate it alot. Thanks, frenz...

Junlin called me as soon as I sms him my results. I told him I tired le... Wanna go nap le... Perhaps too sad to talk to him?


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